Thursday, February 26, 2009


so today i didnt go to school. im kinda HARD huh? haha jk. no, i woke up and i was feeling hecka dizzy, like drowsy. nausea or something. but yea. so i told my mom and she let me stay home. now i missed three tests.........o well. :] what a waste of a day though. its short B schedule so i get out at 12:41. could have played basketball, could have practiced guitar with wendy, could have experienced sun shine for once this week! man. but yea i slept almost all day. but i had some pretty cool dreams. two dreams.

DREAM ONE - i was like leaving my aunts house or something and i accidently broke her FAVORITE lamp. then i was in a car driving. for some reason i was speeding and a cop pulled me over, his lights werent flashing though. i was kinda scared so i fled away and totaled the car. that was it. my life would have been over if this really happend to me haha imagine what my parents would do. then i woke up

DREAM TWO - it was kinda cooler haha. so like for some reason we knew a flood or something was coming at like 8:30. so we had to get on our friends boat to be safe. like a big boat. like a yacht. so we decided to go to a super market to stock up on stuff. like a safeway. so everyone was in charge of a different aisle, to get food. so for some reason everyone was taking it all chill. all slow and just chatting as they go. i was the only rushing and i was rushing eveyrone. so we were almost out of time. then finally time was up. but for some reason no flood came. then i woke up haha

after i woke up i got some text. then had lunch, watchign Leverage all day haha good stuff!

The Hundreds

I want this :]

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Over Thinking

(wow i havent written in a while. lol o well.)

anyways so yea, i guess tend to over think alot. and personally i know it myself. but i guess it's when other ppl tell you it, thats when you really like "notice" it haha. but yea i dont why i do it. maybe because i care too much about other things? or i want to know like every factor of everything so i have the situation under control? idk. but any who. it can be good and bad. sometimes it makes me miserable because i worry about things that arent that serious. it gets me assuming things that isnt as bad as it seems. like over reacting i guess, but mentally. but other times, its good! cus it helps me plan things, taking EVERYTHING into account and that makes things good. also, it makes me quite observant. i "see" alot that others dont notice, or they notice but dont happen to think about. but yea. i guess pray for me that i will only take advantage of the "good" in my overthinking and not stress too much about the "bad" of it.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Louie Giglio

Louie Giglio, this guy's is amazing, trully great. must watch this video. watch all 5 parts but part 5 for sure.

Phillipians 2:5-8

5Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus:
6Who, being in very nature God,
did not consider equality with God something to be grasped,
7but made himself nothing,
taking the very nature of a servant,
being made in human likeness.
8And being found in appearance as a man,
he humbled himself
and became obedient to death—
even death on a cross!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Things I Want

there are soo many things i want but i just cant get. these things might be material things. like new clothes, new shoes. stuff for my room, technology, things like that. can't get them because i have no money or at least not any to waste. but technically i dont really NEED them b/c this "want" is only a at the moment thing. after a while, these things get old and i no longer want them. so it is a waste of money.

there are other "things" i want. but these "things" aren't really what i WANT, they are more like things i SHOULD WANT b/c other ppl have them and this obligation to get them is there. but i come to realize, its just not the right time for me yet to get "them". i believe that when it is right, "it" will come. but its been hard i guess to keep this motivation in me. seeing things and being around things kind of throw me off track sometimes. but i havent been turning to God for this and thats my first mistake. ive been trying to deal with it myself and its way out of my league. i have to trust in Him and rely on Him. He will do me good and when it is right, He will present it to me.

(lol. this blog might not make sense, but when you know what the "things" are, it does. :] )

"Trust in the Lord and do good." -Psalm 37:3

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Cal Poly

I GOT IN!!!!!!!!!!!! ssooo happy because this is the first college acceptance i got ! haha but the thing that made me even more happy was i was EXEMPTED from taking the English Placement Test because I did good on my STAR test on the EAP thing. now i know what this "EAP" stood for. when i was taking the STAR EAP section, teachers were like just take it, and because no one knew what it was for, we didn't care about it much but im glad i took it seriously. now it paid off! woooohoooo!!

Friday, February 6, 2009


Today at fellowship jim showed us an AMAZING video. it talked about LAMININ, a protein in our bodies that is the reason for holding us all together. best part yet is it is in a shape of a cross. the video will explain it all.


Thursday, February 5, 2009


this week ive been trying to play guitar 24/7!!! non stop- especially since we dindt have school til 1 on tuesday and wednesday, i was staying up late playing, but i have to sacrifice hw . but it was okay cus we didnt have much anyways. so i watched youtube like everyday, learnign a lil some some here and there. man too bad i dont know much dang it but im SUPER excited. and i have the ambition to learn it lol. plan is to lead at least one worship with wendy :]. im having second thoughts, since theres so short on time but i will try to learn songs by then. wooohoo!!! excited much!

Tuesday, February 3, 2009


yesterday at service. "donna". haha jk. donnabel talked about how we always aim to be FIRST and ON TOP when maybe we should try to be humble. her example was golf, the only sport we try to get the LEAST pars in. so asked us how or what we could do at school to help out. or something like that. i forgot the specifics. shame on me. but anyways the point is that one of the things she mentioned was reaching out to the "underdogs" like Jesus did. all the people He approached werent the TOP OF THE LINE ppl. it was the ppl on the bottom, the outcast. so she suggested maybe at school, there might be the "nerds" or the ppl that no one talk to. we should try to approach and invite them in. so i thought about this, at wash we dont have those kinds. everyone has someone to talk to right. in majority it is true. but then today i realized something else. one of our close friends IS in that situation kind of. even though we known him all our lives, i feel that sometimes we exclude him, not purposely but the topics jus dont relate to him. even though it isnt as severe as some of the other ppl out there or the ones Jesus approached, its still a SOMEONE. hes our friend and we should watch each other's back. so praise God that i noticed this. will be making effort to include him. :]

such a GREAT night today. i think i got my answer to my prayers. :]