this might kinda personal, but needed to get it off my chest......

he feels like a jerk. he didnt mean to but feels like he led her on and left her in the dust. sometimes he does things but doesnt realize they have effect on ppl. he feels like he made a player move. and it might look like hes a player but on the inside he truly isnt and doesnt want to be seen as one. hes sorry for all hes done and everything that happened. sorry, honestly. just aint ready yet.

i just pray.